ihavenoidea

2007-01-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

ah akhirnya quarter baru dah mulai. a fresh start. tralala trilili. im so looking forward to my ballet classes. love 'em. and tau gak gurunya bilang apa. i should join the ballet II coz i can follow pretty well. = means im no beginner y'all! HAHA. pengen balik indo jadi artis aja. MASA glen aja bisa! and then gue gak bisa? excuseme buanget deh yah. well been thinking lately, hum apakah bioengineering is really wat i want to do? pusinng!
anyway! i got a xmas card from riso. YEAY ME! that's like my only xmas card of course. :( but nvm,at least riso ngasih gethu loh.
got back from SF. loveeee it there! makanannya enaaak banget! dari mango nya creation, es teler bamboovillage, in 'n' out. oh gosh! enak banget burger nya. pokoknya SF TOP BANGET! pengen lanjut sana aja ah!!!!

look at this GG bridge. i've been nagging veli untuk kesane! no regrets bow!

union square.love the shops!

and when we've got to PALACE OF FINE ARTS. biasa lah yah, narsis dan jiwa model nya keluar,yah with meks yg jadi fotograper, kenapa tidak gethu loh. jadi ini lah foto2 aneh saya tapi nan cantik.kayaknya im a model trap in a not-so-tall body dueh. HUAHAUA

aniway besok gak sekolah. hauhauahua cause it's snowing, and by tomorow it'll be 5-inch deep. so HALELUYA, test nya di postpone. trallalala trililili

2006-11-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

udah dua hari belakangan ini dengerin lagu jay chou melulu di mobil. rasanya seperti deg2an pas dengerin dia nyanyi. ah kelak nanti saya sangat kepenggen deh punya pacar kayak jay chou. yah bukan tampangnya seh. melainkan lantunan lantunan puisi nya dan tentu saja lagu lagunya.
jadi innget dulu anak anak ngmg..

gue: ah mau ko dimas mau ko dimas!
anak2: ah erika mah cukup makan lagu doang
kodimas: orang di beliin eskrim jalanan 1 dolar dah seneng

emang bener sehh, cukup dibuatin lagu. apalagi dibuatin lagu ama koko dimas! ah kangen kali men. dan riso juga. ah elok nya lelaki itu. trus kok gue baru nyadar setelah inget2. kok gue gampang amat dibikin senang. gak baik ah.. gampang di bloonin.
lagian gue pengen merit aha ama org yg kayak jaychou.versi ganteng nya.
mimpi deh ntar malem
mimpi jaychou sama genetic problems. udah deh pusing nya ama bio. malah tes numpuk lagi. besokan nya tes physics. bisa gila deh.

2006-10-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

i am now seriously lazy.
i go nuts about gameboy and harvest moon. yes i know it's an old school game. BUT I LOVE IT!
LIKE i'll come back from school, and then i go straight to my room and play. erika gila!! bukanya belajarr. oh no..! i hope i get all As for my classes. or im gonna kill myself.

aku kangen anak2 indo. like i miss them all.and i miss riso like lots. and ko dimas. hiks. kenapaaa cowo cowo disini gak ada yg lumayan. bayangin aja. masa gue gak dikasi cuci mata segh. lagian im looking forward to end of quarter. yeay yeay im gonna go to SF.

my life is freakin boring now.

2006-10-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

gile rasanya sudah beratus taun lamanya gue gak nulis disini. yah gitu dueh. skul capek capek capek. but school is worthwhile. there''s lots and lots of hotties. yeay yeay. and tons of japanese and korean guys.im lovin it. seneng abies gile. cowo jp nd kr thu dimana mana. ampe mata gue rasanya mau copot. there's this cowo cakep di cafe yg tial kali jem 1230 duduk disana ama temenya belajar. aduh imut banget. dan gue baru tau dia thu org kr. gile yaaa. pake bajunya thu keren abies. dan rambutnyaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa! indahnya kayak harris gitu. aniwei kita cewe2 gitu malu2in abies. pura2 foto gue tapi foto dibelakang.kikikiki. dan kayaknya dia nyadar dueh.

kemaren abies bazaar. mampus aja tenaga gue dah terkuras. abis abis abis. capek abis. lenong gitu dan jualan makanan. malah dah lengket2 gitu lagi. dan kayak nya seriously gue gak lucu abies. gue gak lucu main lenong. gue bete. gue gak mau main lenong lagi. gue gak lucu.
pokoknya aku kangen sg deh, rasanya mau kesana. dan gue sedih gak bisa ultah merayakan ren dan riso tentunya.
gue PENASARAN ABIES EMANG RISO NGAPAIN DI ULTAH NYA.
aaaaaaa

2006-09-07T09:21:00.000-07:00

lupa saya ttg ko dimas yg ganteng.. rambutnya bow kok bisa hitam dan halus yah? apa rahasianya... ckk ckk.rambut gue kusut dan kusam tak berwarna. hahaha.
senangnya bisa ketemu kodimas yg sudah lama tak jumpa. hihihih,. tapi rasanay sudah ada cewe dia. ternyate pergaulan amerika memang bisa bikin seseorang tambah ganteng n cantik. seperti contohnya yah gue lah. liat aja gue makin manis dan imut gethu. mwahahhaaha liat thu rambut kodimas. bagusnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ini gue jelek abis men disini. muka di memblein gitu. mang gue sapi apa. saaangat tak fair. trus si budi mukanya sok imut amit disana. merinding gue liatnya, apalagi si anton. ckk ckk. parah2 neh anak2 sgg

2006-09-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

heys. thank GOD im in indo. just went back from spore yesterday and man i have lots of fun. hihihi. gile gue langsung men, gak mau rugi, pegi ke BAK KUT TEH and prata. YEAY MILO DINASAURS. waktu itu sebelum makan prata kayaknya gue high gethu. di dalem mobil ama ci feny dipaksa ngmg chinese, and u know my chinese sucks, i think i made everyone laughs siah. nvm. at least they understand, and of course, i think milo does makes me HIGH. still remember that time in jt in com lab. me jayne faz and ren. we go follow the mrt announcement in english chinese india and malay. faz so cool siah can remember the indian pronounciation. HAHA. and i think thats when IGG is formed. if im not wrong.
rite in spore. yes im sorry to jayne canot make it to ZOUK. but of course i know from start she will win, and indeed she did. CONGRATS TO JAYNE I LLOOVE YOUU. and then that day mesti jagain gaby and destiny. aku hepi banget. walaupun geh sakit2.flu gethu. emang susaaah banget jaga anak kecil. waktu mau main kerumah nya gue oon abis. kan gue pencet thu nomornya. trus mbak sara bilang iyah bentar. yah gue tungguin. kok mbak sara gak turun2. laammmaa banget! ampe satpam nya dateng. ternyata bisa langsung pencet lift naik.*gubrak* gue oon abis. but yah seneng bangettt puas main main ama mereka. GABY CALL ME "ci ika" OH MY GOD DIA INGETTT. DIA INGET SAYAA!! mwahaha!

yah i spent time juga dhunk wif my riso sayang. mwahahah! main kerumah nya nemenin dia study econ. AND OF COURSE AKU MAKAN PUDING LALLALAL! but yah ko dav malem nya dateng deh. ganggu sajaa.... trus yah aku liat dia punya scrapbook gethu. ada mee ADA SAYA! and saya main star nya. saya foto dimana mana. HORE HOER HORE
i love harris

2006-08-15T15:29:00.000-07:00

helo everybody. yeap baru selesai my final. HAHAHA. gile capek banget. pengen banget cepet balik indo. im so like counting down the days til im back to indo. yeay yeay. altho im gonna be on the plane all by myself. and stupid canot bring liquid to the plane. wat how am i gona drink? and how about my contact lenses. and duh i know they scared of terrorist and evrything but its like, the journey wont be comfy. and wat i must remember not to bring my dior lipgloss in my bag. HAHAH or else they take it too. stupid. they should have some chemist beside them go chcek all the liquid whether its reactive or not.
oh and im totally addicted to neopets again. please jeny. kasi saya duit np nya yg banyak2.
okie i will see evrybod soon. im totally psyched!

what happened in vegas stay in vegas

2006-06-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

wohoo... vegas baybe vegas! a very very cool place to live in. all these amazing buildings, and i took lots of photos, which is so totally cool. cuz i love to take pictures.oh my i took lottttts of pictureS.

this is somE place, if im not wrong its venetian hotel. its totally cool on the inside. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa! and i went and shops lots and lots of stuff.and i stayed at this wynn hotel, oh my god! if anyone wants to go vegas, i recommend wynn, totally nice place to stay. i think i look very stylo here and i duno why. impact of staying in america for 3 months. HAHAHA'

and i went to casino, illegal i know, not 21 yet. so i sneaked aroung, hiding between my mum and dad. and i play jackpot.and I WON! I WON $160 . yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~!!! im so happy, i just put $1 and i won 160. and i want this betsy johnson bag bad very badly. and when i went back to the store. sold out. totally unfair.

and there's M&M world. can you imagine. World of M&M. crazy. totally. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa im so excited. filled with euphoria. HAHAHA! 4 floors of M&M. dang! and there's playboy stores. WOHOO! so cool you know. Thank GOd i go vegas. HAHAHA.
i just realised i put lots of my own pictures. nevermind. its my blog man! so my blog= my pictures.
hahaha.
I JUST MISS REN ANGEL VELI KO DAV RISO AND IGG GIRLS

looking forward to vegas again. seattle's shopping place not good. haha

2006-06-06T12:01:00.000-07:00

here i am sitting in computer lab, revising my stupid essays. ARRRGH! its like 30 more minutes to my group meetings. i HATE my group. oh wait! not ALL of the members. just ONE. yes and she's the BOSS. she appointed herself at the beginning when we first introduce ourselves. she was like "okay i'll be the leader" yeah right, eat my ass. anyway, she talked about nonsense and unimportant stuff. like doing outr storyboard. when i wana put orange and black. she goes like this "its halloween" and when i want to put pink 'its not valentine guys" duh! she has a day for every colors. stupid. i cant wait for this class to be over oh gosh. i just wana strangle her with my bare hands.
aaaaaaaaargh!
aniway i love today. today is so good. im so blessed. thank GOD. i was like sooo hungry at my 730 class maths. and im dying. i tell you. DYING. i can hear my stomach making sounds.
and when i reached my speech class.. there sat on the table. two boxes of KRISPY KREME. oh my god.! and the orange juice. and i was like "whose that?" and there's this guy said" i know you want it erica, go get it" and i was like. rushed to that table. and grabbed that! yes! actually i kinda embarassed. but i dont care. i was like a little girl, getting a balloon. oh it was the class before us who brought that, but the class didnt finish it. so. ahahaha my badd. im sooo happy.
yeay! its so good i tell you
KRISPY KREME IS GOOD>.<

and my best friend,veli just left. she went back to SF. im so sad. i pose stupid photos for her. anyways, i miss her. and i hope she'll be back. and when she's here, i WAS actually myself. yes laughing my head off, and just being cheerful like i used to. and when she's gone. oh my god. im a LONER again (i wonder whether there's such word) yes im a LONER. LONELY LONER.
LONELY FAT LONER

2006-05-22T18:43:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i wrote in here.
and i just gonna report that i got an *ehem* A in my maths!
at lasT! wohoo im a smart ass.. anyway quarter's gonna end. its so fast!
and what im already in here for almost 3 months! opps 3 months 3 days to be exact. how time flies..!
but yeah i still missmy best frens. i miss them lots. that i at least think of them a day. see! i miss them like crazy.! but im counting down the days for veli to come here! yeay yea yeayeyayaaey!
its like next week! and i cant wait! and when she told me she bought the ticket already, i was almost to tears. tears of happiness of course.! canot describe lah!
and my parents are coming! wohooooooooooooooo!
im so excited.
and still.. everybody is in love! i need to spread my love man!
i need to spreaddddddddddddddddddd my loveeeeeeeeeeee!

2006-04-27T17:02:00.000-07:00

i just wake up from my beauty nap. and im all alone in my apartment. my sister is in sch..
i must go on a diet. im seriously fat. compare to my sec 3 weight. oh my gawd! i need to go diet. but i cant! since cici jeni's bf always buy snacks and ice creams. how can ii not eat that!
i just love my speech class. hahaha. altho i need to write lots of journal and read long articles. it pays off. i think im talented in writing things. ahahah! see mr yabui say " outstanding journals! , i think you are already a leader! , you have set the "mark" very early in this class
i love mr yabui! yeay yeay yeay.
i go a C for my calculuS! A CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC! CAN YOU IMAGINE!
I GOT A C! WHICH IS IMPOS!
when i got back the paper i was like wat! all stupid mistake.
instead of substituting 2 i go substitute 4. stupid me!
and what is the rate of EXERCISE? is it increasing, decreasing or zero
EXERCISE! and what do i write?> ZERO. ZERO
stupid me lah!
i must go work harder. maybe when i do the paper i was so ON!
im a total slacker now. compare to when i was in spore, after my sch, i would have a tuition and then practice my maths or study.
but here? no no no i go home sleep like pig for like 5 hours. and then i sit on the couch watch simple life from 530 pm. and then i bathe
and then i continue watching TV shows. they have a lot of interesting shows like yo'momma, date my mom and stuff. so funny lah watching them

and i gotta say that jayne is totally happy, she so romantic. i talked to her yesterday and she totally in love, saying all mushy mushy stuff! i was like SINCE WHEN JAYNE CAN BE LIKE THIS. its good tho' im happy for you jayne! u take care. dun be naughty naughty.

aniway i gotta bathe and then i must practice my work!mwacchh

2006-04-24T12:09:00.000-07:00

okay im just like totally jjealous now because everybody around me is in love. yes in lurrvee... lurveee is in the air. there's jayne and her 21 year old *ehem* rennita and this hot guy in her class she said. and there's fazirah. there's riso/ there's veli too. aih and riso fall in lov. no no no NO! im soooo totally jealous. and they left me here all alone without guys. i need to share my LOVE man! im so like totally good in this love language. oh watever. altho there's lots of hotties here. but well the ver very very handsome ones are gays. how am i suppose to look for onee?
and how am i suppose to have guys like meee?? i got class at 630. and i woke up at 545. im absolutely not in the mood to doll up! like duh! who gets up early to doll up. i rather have my beauty sleep. tsk.
im jealous
this is killing me.
its totally unfair.
im jealous. *-*

2006-04-07T00:17:00.000-07:00

it has been a while since i update this blog. well nothing much happened lately. i really miss all my friends back in spore.and indonesia.
seattle well to be exact bellevue, its a nice place. its still v cold for me altho its already spring. ppl say bellevue is where the elites and wealthy ppl stay. oh well.. wat to say "ms darmawan must be worth a trillion bucks" hahahaha gue kacau dueh.
lots of hotties, i just saw one. well a lot actually but i cant remember any since the hotties are evrywhere. so im like going nuts. my eyes are popping out.and i tell you hotties with good looks and really good bodies.
and i took this eng maths and spch and ballet class. and boy i hate calculus. it sucks. and the teacher cant teach. what he onli ask us to read the textbooks and then you do the exercise without giving examples and teaching how. stupid. and in my eng class, this angmoh girl wah think she so big isit.so racist look at me like some kind of ppl from mars. she never see cute girl ah.tsk.im waiting for any hot korean or japanese guys to walk in front of me. cuz all the blondes and brunette kinda make me bored. im so into korean guys now. asian rules.. oh watever. im a racist.
okay im just kiddin' im no racist. i love everybody...!

2006-03-27T11:41:00.000-08:00

i miss renita angel veli kodk robet riso and koko davin very badly.
and i feel like nangis. well actually i already nangis seh. i just miss their hugs and support and jokes and laughs.. and evrything bout them..

apakah kabar anda anda semua. . hiks hiks gotta move on men. tapi gak mungkin bakal ada yg kayak loe loe org lagehgethu dueh..

2006-03-20T19:09:00.000-08:00

yow.! in seattle rite now.oh my gosh it's so cold. altho they say this is already a nice weather and hot compare to any other days. i had a good time altho i only been here for like 2 days. and oh my gosh. i just saw a totally cute guy at the mall. so very very handsome. and evrybody was like calling me cute. thank you so much.

aniwei i just miss all of my frens very much. from my church frens to IGG.cuz here the frens are so gak sreg. and im totally lonely except there's my sis. and you know i so hate being friendless. tsk. i miss spore. i miss al the smses and the phonecalls. and riso singing for me. and gaby smiling at me. and renita for being there for me. and angel for being my lesbian partner. tsk.

i tell you the food portion here is so so HUGE. its monstrous. I can share with three other frens. im gona be big fat ol lady. but no! since obet requested that i shall not gain weight . hahaha!okie.aniwei im so tired and i feel like sleeping.

2006-03-18T20:53:00.000-08:00

im like in hongkong rite now and i noe nuts. hahaha
waiting at the lounge for onli like 20 mins. and its a long way from my gate. im so kiasuu oh my god!

2006-03-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

i have like less than 9 hours in indo in my sweet home to be exact. part of me is so nervous. but the other is just so excited.I reali gonna miss my mum dad ci ika ken kev. oh my gosh im gona cry.I NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP! i like so gonna wake up at 5 in the morning
tsk.pray so dat im gona have nice trip! with hotties or cuties sittin beside me.
okie write when i reach america already/

2006-03-17T06:51:00.000-08:00

dang.. two big luggage are not enough to stuff all my things inside.
what am i gonna do. . and im just wondering how could i pick this luggage up . it is so heavy. im crossing my fingers that there will be cute angmohs who are willing to help me. i must go practice my colgate smile. hahahah! this is where braces come to help. thank God for my small (or wat u call it short but for me its cute) body so they thought im just a 14 year-old girl.pfufufufufu.. i have less than 2 days.
and im so so takut and suddenly i dont want to go america . i should have stay indo . im gonna miss my family. tsk.i wanna cry all my heart tonite. :P ow. well at the same time i just couldnt wait to go there. meet angmohs! and meet some hotties and cuties at last. because i have not seen any hot/cute guys for the past 3 years in my school and everywhere in orchard road. oh well except from friendster. there's this guy who's totally cute from sa. and stupid jayne doesnt want to go know him oh jayne is not stupid. it's just that im not there to company her to chase some hotties number. hahaha. it's because we both are so thick-skin.
and i just hope the best for jayne. may you be happy with "ehem".

im so totally jealous she already have a bf/ angmohs some more. and i just missed the feeling of being in love. i have not fall in love for at least 3 months now. HAHAHA. never mind. i fall in love evryday with God..
i pray there are lots of hotties and cuties in my school. im sure there will be tons! yeay yeay yeay! i must remember to find a "jake gyllenhaal" for jayne. and duno wat the rest of IGG wants. i would want a "johnny depp" or"keanu reeves" wohoooo!

cum cum cum seattle. here i cum! mwahahah.
im so very excited now. tsk.

2006-03-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

yeay yeay. i had fun today. makan2 ama anak2 di mulia. all you can eat men! pada gak mau rugi semua. and then i had the embarrasing moment of all. the staff go sing happy bdae song very loud and then with a cake. then everybody was like looking at me. i thought it was someone's bdae. so i clap along, then they walk towards me i was like "oh my gawdd!!" go walk2 to PS. then i sit on adri's car. man it was so frustrating. the song was all limp bizkit and all. wat " I EAT YOU ALIVEEE"
so scary and "DAMN UR SO HOT" okay i was like.. thanks dri. haha

then everybody go my house play play. we had fun . and adri and steven and angel were abusing me. i must go report. hahah!after that we go to cafe dermaga. makan waffle ice cream. and me angel were being very very lesbian.tsk. oh well. indo kan no more hansem guy.
aniwei i had less than 3 days in indo.!

my greatest day.

2006-03-15T08:58:00.000-08:00

yes yes babe... my bdae! its like over for a minute. now its 00.01
well im 18 baybeh... delapan belas gile!! altho gak ngapa2in but its okay.
although thers lots of ucapan and less kado. but lots money..good good,
hahha and man.. my daddy bought me an i-pod. but he hasnt given me yet. i heard from my mum. i tot i got nno presents. yeay yeay yeay!
in this wonderful day. i have commit myself not to have a bf til like 20. made a pact with God and angel.pfufufufu...

'singleness is a gift from God. makes this your gift for him to make Him happy"

2006-03-14T08:15:00.000-08:00

45 more mins to me being 18! to my bdae ya ya ya mannnn! dang

2006-03-13T01:09:00.000-08:00

thank GOD! i got ticket! yes! but im goin alone.. but its okay. sitting on business class would be perfect.. and i just hope lots of handsome hunks on the plane too.. the bad thing is im not transitting spore. i really wanna see my frens. GOSH missin them lots and reall badd... well good thing comes with sacrifices..

went off to salon get my hair spa-ed. hahha. must take care. cuz di amerika very ex man. haha. hum cant wait to spend my time there! handsome handsome come come come. wat i toking about.

2006-03-12T09:02:00.000-08:00

great.. i had a great time today. well my two favourite niece and nephew came to my house and play. oh well nadya is such a genit girl. oh my she's just 4 and she thinks she's the prettiest among all her frens. but yeah i agree. she's very very cute hahahah! oh my i just loveee her.. cuz she reminds me of me. and her brother just spend his time playing games. hahaa. so so cute. then we go swimming next door.
oh my of course they cant swim yet. so im like carrying Jason all the time in the pool, and i almost drown and i drank the pool water most of the time. yes! because im short. i tip toed all the time in the pool to keep Jason's head above all the time. but yeah. i have fun and my sister cheat siah carry nadya. much smaller and lighter.
but yeah and i miss them now. nadya would came up to me calling me cici and hold my hand.
haiz remind me of GABY. and i miss him badly. GABY GABY i LOVE you!

2006-03-11T10:06:00.000-08:00

oh my god... i didnt get any ticket for my flight to seattle.
why this must happen to me. all waiting list. how can they wait list me! ME !ERICA! why would lots of ppl go to seattle.im being so selfish now. and the world is so
unfair. tsk. im crossing my fingers that i get the flight on 19 or maybe 18 . and i hope i got a plane with a good seat like EVA. tsk.

oh my its 3 days! 3 days! and im 18!
im old old lady....tsk. i cant sleep now.
i have so much things to do but i havent do any of it yet, tsk.

2006-03-08T00:58:00.000-08:00

okay here i go again. im very very bored.
im counting the days to my bdae! oh my god. im gonna be 18 soon. and i dont look like any other 18 -year-old.
tsk.look at the 18 year ol ang mohs.. i think i look like 14 compared to them. okay watever. look cute is fun. so i dun have to worry in my old days later.. i dont have to inject botox. HUAHAUAHAU. i just hope that when im 30 i stil look like what... 20 year old. AMEN. haha

aniwei, i just makan siomay .. this is the best ever. different from those you eat in spore of course. indonesia abang2 sioomay best! with sambel kacang and kecap manis and jeruk nipis. ada tahu ada kentang.. eNAK SIOL.
i should just enjoy myself in indonesia cuz im going off soon. which reminds me that i forgot to pack another luggage.

2006-03-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

i think this song is deep. oh my usher. he writes deep songs.
i love this song.

2006-03-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

i just finished packing my bag. well only one. the next one.. i'll do it tomoro.
it's like im moving out. i think i carry all my cupboard in there.

now im listening to lifehouse-you and me. and it reminds me of harris.
oh my handsome bruuddeer. and i tell you he's such a gentleman. and so handsome. he plays guitar and sings.tsk.i miss him lots. and guess what he came to my house just to visit me when i was sick! brought my favourite pudding which his grandma made right while i was studying for my O's. and he's jus so so sweet. i mean where can i find such a good good guy.. im so missing him now. HAHAHA.

oh and i miss renita too. and veli. and angel. miss them til i wanna cry. like how bout in seattle? will i find a friend like them.. i dont think so. tsk. love them very much. much much.. miss every little thing about them.

and yeah i miss JENY haha! she cried while sending me to airport. dun cry animore gal.and i miss auntie jayne. like we share the same stupid hobby.. drooling over rrain and have the same stupid thing for man dancing in the rain.HAHA. i miss my dear ah lian janna. i mean there's no lau ta as good as her.miss my dahling qianying.. the cutest and shortest girl like me. :p
miss chewli. for giving me some chinese medicine and her care for me not to get motion sickness. haha.miss dianny. for being auntie. and the rest of IGG. hahah!
i miss gossiping with them.. and sharing food in our hello kitty lunchboxes.

2006-03-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

hahah doko just said dat i used to be a catepillar. and then i was like " oh yeah dat means i'll be a butterfly LATER" and then guess WHAT he said .. he said im already one now! MWhahahahhaha! go go doko!
i love you very very much.... im a butterfly now. lalallalaa.

now like what 12 am. tsk .and here i am like one stupid girl so bored and got nth to do. writing ppl testi. tsk.
oh well im gonna tell you what im gonna do tomoro

im gonna wake up
brush my teeth. and then im gonna bathe.
and them im gonna watch my fav show OPRAH.or maybe gona eat yum cha with family.
and im gonna go salon. go go go!
and i think im gonna pack my luggage!
im leaving on a jet plane! hahahhahah.
oh seatlle boys and hunks here i come!

2006-03-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

i so so so so disagree SWAY is out.
oh my.. he can really sing. and his voice wah lauu...
i cant even sing better than he is. TSK and he's OUT!
yes he's out. wat is this.. i think this is discrimination.
but talking bout sway.. he looks like this guy i know who used to like my sister lots. except SWAY is botak and much rounder and sings much much better. haha..

oh my i just had my supper. kwetiao akang emang very very good. and sate padang makes a very good compliment.hahhaha i get rounder and rounder each day although i still have my sex appeal. hHAHAHAAH. i should go on an ATKIN's diet. . oh well nevermind.. im having fun

2006-03-02T07:29:00.000-08:00

i just watched american idol. and i really really think that KEVIN is very very cute.
and he does look like chicken little. and that turns me on. he should just sing we are the champion. hahahah!
aniwei im just blurting nonsense out of me.

today i watched final destination 3. and i agree it's very gross.
ohmygawwd.. why do they have to die. all of them. why cant there be at least a survivor. TSK. i was just hoping at least the handsome one didnt.well its Quite good. although i actually spent my time covering my eyes and ears. so i dont really watch it. oh i waste my 50000 rupiah.. hahaaha. and there was only few people watching. and i just spend my time making stupid noises and talk nonsense. like " oh the girl's hair is nice. im gonna get that highlight".. and i just irritated those who sat by me. sorry angel and koko benny tercinta. mwahahahhaha!

and i should mention this. i tried this GRAND COUFA at bakerzin. oh my it's a sin.
it's simply sinful and HEAVENLY. why does it has to taste so nicee. oh my... and it's BAD .. real BAAAD for my body. im gonna gain some pounds. im gonaa be this FAT FAT lady.. oh like dats gonna happen. sure u guys SHOULD TRY IT. it's DAMN nice... it's stuffed with dark chocolate. oh my.. i should stop talking about this cake. i want to eat one now. it's addictive.. TSK. U ARE A BAD BAD NAUGHTY CAKE.

okie talk later .

2006-03-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

im getting very very bored here.
i've got nothing to do. oh this is how life is if you dont go to school.
only watch korean dramas.shopping.go salon.sleep.eat
ohmygawdd...!
and all i do everyday is drooling over hot korean guys on TV.

i just finished watching some indo show. gile nih film bagus banget.
and 'KAK LEVI" ganteng banget.
i just wish i know him. hiks

2006-03-01T00:25:00.000-08:00

suddenly gaby crossed my mind. and i really miss him lots and lots.
not that i dont miss ren and veli. i miss them a lot too but we can still keep in touch. BUT GABY cant.he canot sms.and i just hope that he wont forget me when i meet him again like for the next two years. TSK

2006-02-28T05:26:00.000-08:00

im just so jealous of jayne .
cuz she said he happened to look at her and smile.
bad fren.TSK.

2006-02-27T22:36:00.000-08:00

This time, This place
Misused,Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chanceJust one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming
you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know,
you know

2006-02-27T09:33:00.000-08:00

i think my blog sucks

first time :)

2006-02-27T08:56:00.000-08:00

baru buat blog..
kurang kerjaan aja gethu coba2

yah lageh mikirin aja gemana nanti yah gue ke amerika.
ohmygod! ntar temen baru bla bla bla.
i miss ren,angel and veli a lot